curve upwards!!! :)

hmm.. go to a mirrow now..and look at yourself..are you there? do you see your mouth? your lips actually? do me a fav..and try curving them upwards now..duno hw? hahaha..simple. ever had one of those momments..in your life..when you had so much fun..doin something enjoyable? with family or frens? something simple would be enough...maybe watching a movie..hanging out..or just textin them..there would be momments..when you would curve your lips upwards...you're lying if you havent once did that=P...(crapping arent i?)

what is curving your lips upwards
anyways...here's a clue..:)..haha. got it? lols. what is a smile you ask? hmm..i looked it up..awesome i know?! so here are a few examples..what's the definition..of a :)..

1. To express amusement, pleasure, moderate joy, or love and kindness, by the features of the face; to laugh silently.

2. To express slight contempt by a look implying sarcasm or pity; to sneer.

3. To look gay and joyous; to have an appearance suited to excite joy; as, smiling spring; smiling plenty.

4. To be propitious or favorable; to favor; to countenance; -- often with on; as, to smile on one's labors.

5. To express by a smile; as, to smile consent; to smile a welcome to visitors.

6. To affect in a certain way with a smile.

7. The act of smiling; a peculiar change or brightening of the face, which expresses pleasure, moderate joy, mirth, approbation, or kindness; -- opposed to frown.

8. A somewhat similar expression of countenance, indicative of satisfaction combined with malevolent feelings, as contempt, scorn, etc; as, a scornful smile.

hmm..i agree with all of them. but i think..a smile is more than just an expression. unlike anything else in the world..a smile..is free...like the saying.." a smile begets a smile"..when you smile at someone..it is obvious you will get a smile back too. even a stranger. a person might me mental or troubled for not sending a smile back..(harsh i noe..but true)..smiling..is the first step towards friendship. i myself..have many great friends..and it all started.. with one of these :)'s..

a smile also gives us the opportunity to convey our feelings or whatever that we want to utter. it helps to create a bond when we are lost for words..it allows people to regain their composure or confidence when approaching the unknown.

michael jackson..once written a song..called "smile" and here are the lyrics>> Smile, though

your heart is aching Smile,
even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying Smile,
what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just... Smile,

though your heart is aching Smile,
even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

so live life..love life..and enjoy life..with a smile..:)

:)..>

misunderstanding...

life...going down hill at the moment...i cant even feel as if a smile if even here anymore..

fought with my closest guy friend...and when everything was ok...it happened again...on my birthday! i didnt really realise it at first..but..once he stopped talkin...well..yea..i kinda..get da msg.. i don't see why he doesnt get it? i mean..i've been close to others...i really had..and i have never seen him react like this before..it hurts..knowing..we're fighting more often than we used to..and that is not a good sign.. is it a matter of racism? it better not..im already mad as it is.. i guess he really has changed. he started his habbit again..i hate it..when he does dat...its so freaking pissing me off. and knowing im the cause of him hurtin himself...its like a knife piercing into my heart. he's always been there...thru everything...so what really is wrong?

jealously...it is one of the ugliest thing in the world next to envy and greed. when u feel as if you're losing somebody....and you get this uneasy feeling of anger..to dat particular person.. yeap..ur jealous. i myself...have experienced tis emotion. feeling like a green monster..isnt a walk in the park. thinkin about stuff..dat nvr even happened...jealously..it runs your mind..convicing you dat ur losing fame maybe? your ego perhaps? or someone dear to you? and well..it spreads around you..and negativeness..appears...and grows. and soon..your whole body is taken over..and your mind is set to do one thing! terminate da enemy...or threat...do whatever it take..to win what you had back! well..obviously..it aint wrong to feel jealous. its normal. but im a da case where..my friend is jealous of me..and is doing stupid things..to gt me jealous. and mad with him. it really irritates me.

and now..he's being close to my best friend..just to..zzz.. i really cant explain how i feel. but only with this line.. '' if hurting me is the only way to satisfy another...then i rather stab myself and let it be over with." DA.... im sori that if i hurt u too. u actually helped me..with this prob. and well..you've been such an inspiration to me..to smile and be happy. but..sometimes..i just cant help the fact. you guys are so close to me..and i don't want to lose anyone..but i really tink im wasting my effort tryin to persuade him back to me..=(

now...a departure of a dear friend. the thing about me..i only learn to truly appreciate something..when its fading away from my life. a lost...i can't describe how her departure is goin to be. its like a hole punched right into my chest. empty. noone to talk to in class...no one to joke my lame jokes with. no one the shed da painful tears with. no one to smile about something we both shared..no one to truly be there for me. our frienships in life..are like the gentle wind..it flows by...sometimes hard..sometimes gentle...rough and calm..it all just comes rushin in..but when its over..the hot blazing sun...rises..and we feel the heat on again..till the wind..comes flowing to us again..and all we cn do is wait..

im sensitive...that's for sure. i cry..im not strong..im weak. i always need somebody there..so if i fall..at least i noe..'hey..somebody's gt my back'... losing him...and him..and now her? its a huge gap from hapiness that i cn ever overcome. im just too emotionally attacted to thgs..never deal with separation well. i need a hug..the warmth..to be there..when im cold..when im sad. i need someone there! i used to tink..haha..carissa...your so lucky..u have so many awesome frens! around you...awesome eh? but now..finally they show their true colours...i now finally understand..wat my mum meant by..never get to close to anybody. i learnt dat the hard way..ouch!..i just grab on..to the nearest person that shows me care and love..and i get too attacted. its like a drug...i cant ever live without a friend beside me. even if i noe it would hurt.. it feels good..and even if it makes me smile for 1 second..frens..are worth dat pain sometimes. because..the love and hapiness the give..its just amazing. but when its over..da darkness and emptiness..its overwhelming...i just don't feel like my friends care that much anymore..maybe they do..but..it hurts..sometimes..cz dey don't even notice dat im gone!..

all i can hope now is the best...i mean..things..arent going as the way i plan. i feel guilty..for many reasons. hurting people. i really feel sorry. and i really think im falling for him..and his leaving? damn it la..i cant stand it..and the worst thing is..i know somebody has him already. his smile..he's just so positive. but i need to let go..i mean..its like a situation when..u saw a piece of chocolate..and u refuse to take it..cuz u tink it will still be bak when u return. but little did u noe..sum1 else took it..and den u tink..damn i should have taken it just nw! and now...i cant stop tis rush of my heart poundin whenever i see him..i noe he's never gona be mine..n he's going. and yea..why cant i let go? another situation. lets say u eat tomyam..and damn its spicy..but it taste so darn good...u tahan the pain..and jz keep eating..bt wen ur done..it hurts..bt ur sastified. so yea..i noe i wil gt hurt..wif him. but..its worth it..cuz i never ever met a guy like him before. smiles on his face. =)...bt yea..still need to try to prevent da pain n let go! ish!

okok! this post is toooo much! better stop! aahahah!...im laughin? yay? hahah. fine. tats all for now..ttfn bloggie.

read it and weep signing out...(misjudged)