hey..bloggie..
i still wonder do people read my blog? lols. well i dont really care..because..my feelings..never mattered anyway..has it? hah..what a joke! believe wat you wana believe people...i know who i am..:)
again..staring hopelessly at my comp...looking thru fb..and all such...came across a post that made me realise how horrible of a person i really am. hurting the people that cared for me so much through thick and thin...and yet..i've disappointed everyone..i care about.
im disapointed with the enviroment i used to be in..and still am. i tote that person knew me better than that.? trust..i trusted that person..to be by my side..and yet..we're like this now..again..the truth is..i cant seem to forget the old times..and i still trust em deeply..but i do things for a reason..and if that person cant handle that fact..then i guess..there's nothing left to say..but..im dissappointed..
no comments...i really cant think straight now..uughh..but again..who does notice?
i cant stand the guilt anymore..
people around me..it seems likec i've something wrong to everyone i noe..i cant say sorry cause it really doesnt make a diff..im fed up...damn..nothing left to say==
ttfn
