friends

friends...haha...what can i say about them..wel...they're like the rain, its comes all of a sudden, and when you want it to stop, its never does. its bad and good at diffferent times. frens are alot of things. good, bad, annoying, fun, you name it!
for me, friends are an important part of my life. life is meaningless without frens. i can never imagine a world without frens, people can never stand bein lonely. so frens are always here to keep you company trough the hapi, sad, angry, funi, and more times in you life. always have a pal to be here for you.
help- help, its a way how people lend you a helping hand when your in trouble. i should noe that, cuz i have plenty helpful frens. my friends are always here to help me whenever im in trouble. i remember there was one time, when i tripped and fell down a flight of steps in my primary skul, i got cuts and bruises, i was crying in pain, all my pals, girls and boys, quickly pulled me up and took me to a corner. they all stood by, and were asking if i was ok, i said i was fine, but dey didnt leave. i could look in their eyes and see that they reali cared for me. in secondary school, even with the little things like, how do u do tis question? can u help me call teacher? da great friends are willing to help, which touches my heart alot. i have alot of helpful frens, and im blessed for that.
loyalty- no matter what people bribe u about, or people blackmail u to back stab a fren, or gossip about them, its a definate no no for me. and i think my frens tink the same. i hope... no meta wat, i think a person should say loyal to their frens. makin frens, its like making a comitment, or signing an agreement. once you have or made a fren, you must never betray them. for me, if my frens betray me, i wil be in so much pain. but so far, ok la, my frens are loyal.
trust & honesty- honesty is da best policy! thats wat they all say. i agree. a frenship can never last, if people are liers and betrayers. have you ever got da feelin, when you trust tis person sooo much, and you tel them all your secrets, people warned you not 2, but you stil continue. and in da end, that fren tat you trust so much, turns around, and stabs you right at da back? i have gone through tat experience many many times. and in the end, wen i decide to trust some1, i realise dey have been talkin behind my bak, or slowy killin me inside. sometimes i wonder, is there anyone i can reali trust? yes, GOD. but god, i can only speak to him in my heart, he makes life even and fair. its a sign tellin me, never to fully trust sum1. and choose my frens wisely. to me, i cant read people's characters. and wen i find sum honest fren, that i can trust, im reali hapi.
wells there's alot more i can talk about frenship, i can write a book about it. haha. i tink, to me, tis are da main things required in a frenship. besides themm, is loving, caring, sharing, and just having a great time with one another. my frens have brought me alot of pain and suffering before, but hey, nobody is perfect. the hapi moments i have are even more. seeing people smile and be hapi, brings hapiness to my life it reali does.
so, the main thing i require in a fren, its just be urself, and be honest. i am a reali reali lucki gal to have known so many great frens, from kindergarden, to primary, and to secondary, and hopefully in college and work. i feel bless to have met them all. i wish i could thank them and show them how much i reali appreciate them. from da bottom of my heart you guys, i wana say, thanks for bein my fren, thanks you, it reali means alot. thx for bein in my life. i love you all!
wel, if i had more time, i would have wrote more, but its gettin late, so thats all for now,
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have you ever wonder? (got tis from a pal of mine, dev, enjoy)^^

DO YOU EVER WONDER

where we are headed...?
Why the sun lightens our hair,but darkens our skin?

Why women can't put on mascarawith their mouth closed?(haha)
Why you don't ever see the headline:'Psychic Wins Lottery'?
why 'abbreviated' is such a long word?
Why Doctors call what they do 'practice'?
Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavor, while dishwashing liquid is made with real lemons?
Why there isn't mouse flavored cat food
Who tastes dog food when it has a 'new & improved' flavor?
Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box?Why sheep don't shrink when it rains? Why they are called apartments when they are all stuck together? If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?

Why they call the airport 'the terminal' if flying is so safe?

sunway lagoon

today was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!! me, keshen, nigel, prakkash, naresha and sharmila, along wif lim n my sis, went 2 sunway lagoon. in da morning, i was kinda bumped when my dad was so over protective, but hey, he's a dad, that's what he surpose 2 do. well, we picked up keshen, and was off 2 sunway. we reached there b4 da others which were going in 1 car. we waited and waited and waited, but stil dey weren't here. it was about 45 minutes of waiting. it was reaching 12pm. so me and keshen phone naresha, we were damn pissed, and it showed when we talked to them. and according 2 prakkash, when keshen scolded them on the phone.
prakkash, no offense, pissed me off like hell today. he was pissed at keshen and me enterin without them. it isnt our fault. why don't he try waiting for 45 mins and see if he likes it. then when we all when for da slides, sharmila wanted 2 pair with naresha, keshen wanted with nigel, so prakkash was with me. and da bloddy guy, put on that dumb emo face, and it was sooo obvious that he didnt want to ride with me. and i tried 2 switch by sayin, y don't we go boy girl, boy girl? den they started crapping. so they stuck to the original plan. then his face was likee that again. i was damn freakin pissed with him. he made me emo. so in the end, sharmila decided to sit with me. at that moment , his face was so hapi. that made me PISSED LIKE HELL!!! sharmila was angry 2. she didnt want 2 talk to them. after the ride, we didnt follow the others. and i spent some funi and enjoyful quality time with sharmila, she fell and got hurt so many times. damn cute la she. after 1 hour, we found the others. den prakkash, said naresha wanted to talk 2 me. so i went over and ask whats wrong? then she said sharmila angry with her, and don't want talk to her. and some stuff. so, i knew that sharmila would talk 2 her soon, so ask her don't worry la. then we cont. 2 swim. we didnt a record havin 5 people on a 2 person float. it was so funi watchin everyone try 2 get up and fall. after a while, we found the other boys, played and played. just let them be, i swam alone.then my dad wanted me to leave, so i told da guys i meet them in sunway piramid. so after 1 and a half hours, they finali came. they passed me my bag and left for dinner. well, that time, honestly, i felt negatif vibe from prakkash. so i whatever only la, and talked to keshen and nigel, but sumtimes, i wonder, when i walk away, do they even notice that im gone? i don't tink so. but it was sweet of nigel to notice, good, at least he's a true friend.haiz...today started of bad, worse, worst, den gud, great, den bad, worse, ok, den i dun care! it was unforgetable, but gud and bad also got. wel thats all for now.
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hiiiii everyone!!!

hi, i signed in because wel...IM BORED!!! waaaa=(. i went 2 msn window live messenger, and nobody is layanin me. its so bad you noe. it hard 2 be alone, sad, and, wel, ignored!!! wel, since im so bored, i wana share sum pictures wif u all! enjoy!

okay, wel tis pic was taken during my school's karnival day. it was totali fun. tis pic is located near da dunkin booth. which was damn fun! intro time!!! left 2 right: alyssa, keith, dinesh, and tommy. i stil wonder what are der lukin at?

okayz, tis pic was taken at my cute fren RUTH's b'day laz year. now 4 da intro. from left 2 right: sharmila, leesha, ruth(b'day gal) and last but nt least naresha!!! dey all luk so pretty!

basketbal frenly match

wow! 2day's frenly match between our skul, and sri garden, was so funi. da score was soooooo close! my close buddies were all playin, keshen, kong, prakkash, elya, nick, nigel, and many more. in da other group, der is beh beh, anthony, patrick, andrew, jia wei, and others. sori, i dun remember all deir names.
da scores were always so close! we started of leading by 4-2. den dey started 2 catch up. dollah was der, he was like so pro tellin our team what 2 do. sophine and kelly were refrees. always wen callin 4 time out, sophine did it so funi!
kong was da 1st person 2 masuk the 1st ball! which was AWESOME! next was song shin. da game was exciting. and very enjoyable. but i kesian one of da players from sri garden, jia wei, he kept on fallin, his shoe muz have lost grip ady.
i asked keshen and song shin, who is gud in da opponents team, and both said the same thing, "none". but 2 me, i tink deir team leader, anthony, was da best. he's kinda cute. lol. not bad la. dollah said da other team kept on relyin on anthony and jia wei. not bad la. our team was better. haha. i was so impressed wif everyone.
nigel masuk 2 over 2 for da free throws. it was FANTASTIC!!! nick did a great job 2. overall, it was a funi, exciting, amazing game! i was proud and impressed with everyone. but i was kinda bumped wen my mum didnt let me go in skul until da girls came. she made 5 circles around melawati! haiz...i trust my frens, but safety 1st. 2day was wonderful la.
speakin of wonderful, lim wen swimmin wif my sis. haaahaa! romantic. lol. afta tat, he came baack 2 my house. had a fun chat wif him, surprisingly. he even read my messages! dumb dumb. hehe^^. he took my sketch book and contengn and worst of all, he drew a large heart shape and wrote my name, and that "guy"s name! omg. i was gonna kill him.
today, was just a great day. i wana thank prakkash 4 inviting me 2 cheer 4 him. THANKS!!! well, thats all 4 today.
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him^^

i tink about him everyday. but, i never ever have the courage 2 stand up 2 talk 2 him. i mean, we're frens, buddies 4 REAL! but, y dont both of us talk as close as we sms?
he's polluting my mind. i daydream about him everytime im free..y cant i just forget about him. he likes sum1 else, and tat girl, booooyyyyyy!!! she's perfect! i could never stand a chance...but he told me, i should never give up. but at da same time he told me he would never giv up on her 2, so i tink, whats the point of liking him.
at that moment, it hit me, i remember one thing i learnt from him, which is, looving sumone, doesnt mean dey got 2 love you back. seein him hapi, makes me hapi. so, everyday i hope he's smiling. my love 4 him burns like the 7 suns, but all that heat is coolin down by my tears whenever i get hurt.
valentines day, it was great, i got 20 valentines, but, wen i asked him, i was serious, i was actuali confident that he woould say no, but afta 2 days, he finali gave me an answer: yes. ^^ but, i found out sumthing during tat same moment, sumthing that made my heart break, so i said that i didnt care. and sum how...he found out! i was like: how? but whats done is done and can not be changed. he's a great guy, a reali great one. i tink he's a sensitif one 2, which makes me very precious. he just makes me smile all the time. but, i blew it, i ruined his n my valentine, but i reli reli hope he forgived me.
if i was given a chance in his heart, i wil treasure him and wont leave him. i will be da luckiest gal in the word. he's a wonderful wonderful guy. and that gurl that he likes, she's damn lucki, if i was in her position, i would treasure him as long as i can.
hmm, how would i describe him? well, he's sweet, nice,, kind, frenly, helpful, funi, caring, a real gentleman. and a sweet talker. haha. he is also very smart, and his voicce is AMAZING! he enjoys makin people smile! which is soo nice. he's almost perfect! but he doesnt think so special in our own way.
wel, i juz reli reli reli love him, but, no matter what happens, we're stil frens. even if im not in his heart, i can still b his buddy.
wel, thats all i gotta say, for now. he wil be in my heart. i dunno if love exsists, but i stil want 2, even if i cant have it, i stil belief in love, i wil always have faith in love.
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dreamz...

i had da weirdest dream yesterday, i woke up in the morning, and i realised my eyes were swallen like i cried da day b4 i slept, den i realise i had a dream tat was reli weird, here goes..
i had a fight, a huge one, wif all my frens, da close ones, i didnt want 2 talk 2 dem, i was walkin alone, tears rollin down my face, suddenly i wen 2 tis weird place, lyk a jungle gim,, a deadly one, my fren jeremy was der, beside me, suddenly my rope snapped! bt jeremy was holdin on 2 me tight, i could see tat he was in pain, suddenly tis deadly creature came above him, jeremy quickly let go off me and i landed on the gound wif a loud THUD! i luked up, lukin 4 jeremy, but he was gone, i turned around, and i saw kong, my teacher was cumin near, so he ask me 2 run away, he would cover 4 me, i ran n i ran, suddenly, i was in my nanny's houz, (weirddd) der were tis lizards, deadly dangerous ones, dey reacted 2 movement, i stepped 4ward, and one of dem bit me! i was in pain. dey were everywer!!! luckili, i found a lopehole. and managed 2 get out. den it happened again, zap! i was in another place. tis time, i was in a futuristic place, i was lyin down, it was my time 2 ' move on' 2 go 2 my next life(weird i Noe) beside me was, eliza, my classmate, opposite me was nadira, classmate, and my fren, sharmila which i fought wif in da begining. we stil refused 2 speak wif each other. der was a green lazer on da ground, once it reached ur line , u wil move on 2 ur next life, it was cumin 2 my line n sharmila's line, da lazer came, me n sharmila luked at each other, bt we stil didnt talk, da lazer came, but it didnt work, so da angel der, said, we had 2 restart, one line by one line, and again it was cumin 2 my turn, me and sharmila move forward, as da lazer came closer, sharmila pulled my hand.. and said:' carissa, im reli sori 4 wateva i had ever done, please 4give me.' tears were on her face, so were mine. ours hand we held tightly. and den it happened. i tink i saw THE LIGHT. i wen in it. and *poof* i was in my next life. da weird thg was, i was 13 again, and i remembered my past life, everythg! i watched all my frens, walk pass me, one by one. and none remember me. i said hi, dey didnt even luk, i was like invisible. den i luked behind me, der was jin shern, my fren, at least, use 2 be. but he luked different, he was fat. people teased him and buli him. it was so heartbreakin 2 watch. a tear rolled down my cheek. i continue walkin along the corridor outside the dewan. suddenly i heard all my frens in a group, laughin and joking around like laz time. it was slowed down. like in the movies. watchin all my frens hapi, tears rolled down my cheek one by one. i could not help but have flashbacks off my passlife and daa fun moments we all had. tears kept rollin down. i was so hapi. bt i noe things can never be the same like my lazlife. it would take time 2 grow my relationship bak, and it might not be the same.
suddenly, i woke up from my dream. my eyes. as i tote about my dream, tears rolled down. i am wonderin, y? Y? did i have tis dream? whats it about? am i missin my frens? or am i goin through sumthg i dun one 2? one thing 4 sure, tis dream made me noe 1 thing 4 sure, my frens are reali important 2 me. and i never ever want frens 2 forget me or leave me.
i reali hope tis dream wil never cum true. it was touchin 2 see sharmila's laz words apogizing 2 me. but, i dun wana fight wif my frens. EVER!
wells tats my dream! its interesting but, scary.
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boring but fun

today, all my close frens went for a frenly match. and mostly din cum 2 skul. i was so frustrated. kong, prakkash, jin shern, nigel, nicholas n more. luckili i had my superhero(taadaa) NARESHA!!woohoo! dev was here 2! dinesh, ryan n ashveen were so retarded. dey made me smile all da way! i feel bless 2 have a sis tat has such great frens. bt i was kinda bumped tat i didnt gt 2 talk 2 him. shhs a secret. i wasted my chance, haiz, nvm.
2day in clas, i had 2 prepare 4 my group's drama presentation. even though 3 people in my group didnt attend skul. my hyper n funi fren, elya, made a great im pression, showin his talent in actin. he was serius n yet, he stil made us all smile n laugh wif joy. my hilarious fren tham kam yap, was crackin up! he made me laugh da whole way through. bt i sure hope he wil b more serius on drama day. cute n adorable syamim was shy n cute lyk her character-meg giry from phantom of da opera. although ravern was not da actual actor 4 monsieur firmin, he reli commited 2 tat character. even more den his own! haha!
ders tis guy in my clas, his name is aliff. he is reli funi, bt he annoys me wif his 'sickness'. bt he stil rocks. all my frens rock in deir own special way.
well although my close frens weren't here 2day. i stil had a blast! tis proves tat, frens are veri important in ur life! my frens turned an odinary day, n turned it in2 one of da most exciting days of my year. elya was right! hah!
so tats all 4 2day, XD
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first time

heyy, its my 1st tym writin a blog! im soooo excited! weeee^^
well, i hope makin tis blog can let me express my feelins 2wards life, i wil try 2 blog everyday n keep u posted! wel, tats all 4 nw.
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