him^^

i tink about him everyday. but, i never ever have the courage 2 stand up 2 talk 2 him. i mean, we're frens, buddies 4 REAL! but, y dont both of us talk as close as we sms?
he's polluting my mind. i daydream about him everytime im free..y cant i just forget about him. he likes sum1 else, and tat girl, booooyyyyyy!!! she's perfect! i could never stand a chance...but he told me, i should never give up. but at da same time he told me he would never giv up on her 2, so i tink, whats the point of liking him.
at that moment, it hit me, i remember one thing i learnt from him, which is, looving sumone, doesnt mean dey got 2 love you back. seein him hapi, makes me hapi. so, everyday i hope he's smiling. my love 4 him burns like the 7 suns, but all that heat is coolin down by my tears whenever i get hurt.
valentines day, it was great, i got 20 valentines, but, wen i asked him, i was serious, i was actuali confident that he woould say no, but afta 2 days, he finali gave me an answer: yes. ^^ but, i found out sumthing during tat same moment, sumthing that made my heart break, so i said that i didnt care. and sum how...he found out! i was like: how? but whats done is done and can not be changed. he's a great guy, a reali great one. i tink he's a sensitif one 2, which makes me very precious. he just makes me smile all the time. but, i blew it, i ruined his n my valentine, but i reli reli hope he forgived me.
if i was given a chance in his heart, i wil treasure him and wont leave him. i will be da luckiest gal in the word. he's a wonderful wonderful guy. and that gurl that he likes, she's damn lucki, if i was in her position, i would treasure him as long as i can.
hmm, how would i describe him? well, he's sweet, nice,, kind, frenly, helpful, funi, caring, a real gentleman. and a sweet talker. haha. he is also very smart, and his voicce is AMAZING! he enjoys makin people smile! which is soo nice. he's almost perfect! but he doesnt think so special in our own way.
wel, i juz reli reli reli love him, but, no matter what happens, we're stil frens. even if im not in his heart, i can still b his buddy.
wel, thats all i gotta say, for now. he wil be in my heart. i dunno if love exsists, but i stil want 2, even if i cant have it, i stil belief in love, i wil always have faith in love.
Blu3 @nGeL signing out