something i wrote...

i wrote tis poem? song? or just words from my heart today...

The Inside

emptyness fills my soul,

im alone, i feel so cold,

i stand by a side,

trying my best to hide,

im feeling scared and down,

my mind keeps spinning round and round,

everything is quiet,

i cant hear a sound,

im afraid,

its too late for me to apologise,

i use to have hope and faith by my side,

but now i know i was wrong,

we all never did get along,

its time, for me to leave..

im looking at them,

they're lookin at me,

but cant they see that im in pain?

all i can do is do my crying in the rain..

i cant stand it any longer,

they're just making me cry and sobber,

i heard something cracking,

my heart was aching,

its shatters to pieces,

never wil it, mend again..

i try to pick up the pieces,

but my mind keeps on flashing these faces,

they make me laugh and cry,

the end has come passing by,

its time for me to leave and say goodbye,

i will go back and try to get some sleep tonight,

i know that i have lost the fight,

the battle was hard, i tried my best,

but i guess that wasnt enough,

and i now i see,

the enemy was actualli the other side of me..

and when im gone,

a new era will be born..

i realised...

im finally free...

read it and weep signin out