just walk away....

HAVE YOU EVER
have you ever loved and lost somebody...
wishing there's a chance to say im sorry...
can't you see?
that's the way i feel about you and me baby..

have you ever felt your heart was breaking..
looking down the road you should be taking..
i should know..
because i lost the day i let you go...

-SCLUB7-

haiz...life...i officially ruined not only mine..but other's too:D i feel super duper awesome! lying with the guy that loves me? hurting the one that adores me? why do i have to cause people pain all the time? i just reli cant stand the drama goin on in life...haiz...

i just hope im doin the right thing...im doing this all only for their future..i noe it's brighter without me as the dark cloud blockin dem ...frm smiles...they say im the one making dem happier...i make dem smile more the crying..well? it still doesnt count cause..i still HURT THEM..god...im just so useles wei...haiz...

so wats my plan now? honestly i duno? i cant really go on...at all. i just hope i made the right decision doin this. its the only fair thing to do. but..i swear i never meant for things to turn out this way. i just wanted love? n to love...and to be loved? but i ruined my chances? well...as long as their heart will heal eventually..i dont think mine can...but as long as they smile. sure:D

just walking away from it all..seems like a bad idea...but it is an option. and im taking it. im really sorry to you two beloved guys. memories will be cherished:) ttfn.

IMTF<3

NEVER HAD A DREAM
i never had a dream come true...
till the day that i found you..
even though i pretend that i moved on..
you'll always be my baby..

i'd never found the words to say..
you're the ONES i think about each day..
and no matter where life takes me to..
a part of ME...will always be...with you..<3

-SCLUB7-

readitandweep signing out...hurt...