tinkin back...

well..i was siting in class today...lukin at my frens...
suddenly..everything paused 4 a moment. everyone was frozen. it was like i stopped time..or paused everything... i looked at all da wonderful people around me.. frens..pals..buddies.. all wonderful. i was tinkin to myself, hey..u r damn lucki to have people around you tat r so awesome. i smiled...my mine slowly drifted into a flashback...
april 1st aka APRIL FOOLS... it all began like tis...a day before april fools..
it was our school exams..i looked around..everyone was so tense up..studying..craming to get gud marks..like dey were obsessed with the test. i felt so weird standin there with them.. so afta da day came to an end..i went home and started studying. da papers da next day was simple papers, so i din had to study much. i started tinkin about my frens today..so stress..tensed up! so as da next day was april fools..i figured i did something to release all their stress. it must be something big! hmm...wat can i do? den..it hit me! i pretended to change skul! i was sooo excited. planin what to do. but i was takin a big risk for der were exams on tat day.
on april fools..i was tryin to fill my mind wif negatif things..hopefuli in skul it would cum out as tears of sadness. tinkin negatif was piece of cake la!
i reached skul and i saw sharmila n naresha..dey tried to pull pranks on me. it was reli funi..but i had to stick 2 da plan n tink negatif. dey walked off. den here came keshen. with a smileon his face. he waved..i turned aside. suddenly tears started rollin down. my master plan was goin in action! YES MAN!
he saw my tears, he dragged ruth over and askk if i was ok. dye both came walkin 2 my direction..dey ask me if i was ok? i nodded n cried even more.. dey asked me if i was reli fine. i just shut up and walked away. tommy and dev were headin to da pondok bacaan. ruth went to dem. i pulled keshen over and tried to tel em..he was lyk..r u ok? i mummble and said i was changin skul to singapore!!! kesh was lyk : "oh f..." ruth quickly asked him wats wrong. kesh told em. dev n tom was curious so dey asked ruth.
i ran over to a corner and sat down. 4 of dem came chasing after me. dey sat down around me. dey tried to callm me down. but tears kept on rollin. tommy asked da others to go away..he sat down beside me. holdin my glasses. he asked me stuff lyk wen i was leavin? y was i? he was reli reli sweet. we sat down alone for almost 15 mins. den..he got up and said: wat r u doin carissa/ u should make ur laz days of skul hapi! dun cry! stand up n smile! he offered me a hand up. he wipe my glasses n teman me bak to da pondok.
i walked in..da pondok was filled wif people. dey all starred at me. naresha n sharmila were in tears. so was joelle. jo-l was da worst! kesh n kong oso. naresha n sharmila hugged me and asked me to stay. tat moment. tears rolled down my face. it was so painful to c my frens cry for me.
we went in clas and we sat for exams. my clasmates tried to spend as much tym wif me. i tried to make it more dramatic. so i cried durin exams. kesh saw me..n whispered: carissa...please dun go...." durin rehat..i tried to go over hyper! everyone was worried and said i dun have to lie 2 b hapi. afta test..i sat wif elya kesh n sharmila..i wrote on a paper "im gona reli mis u all:(" den tears rolled down again. dey were all surroundin me. calmin me down. tat moment i felt so hapi to have frens lyk dem.
skul ended. i asked 11 people to wait for me at the bbal court. keshen, prakkash, nigel, kong, chern, tommy, dev, joelle, naresha, sharmila and ruth. i wen dey all were der it was tym to tel dem da truth. i said: hey u guys..i noe im not leavin till next monday. but i reli reli wana thank u all 4 bein my frens. i got2 tel u all somethg important...cum closer...APRIL FOOLS!!!!" all deir jaws were wide open. joelle started swearin. sharmila kiked my butt! all of dem slap me and said it was da biggest prank ever!
tat day ended. everyone let their stress out by cryin. which was gud. bt it caused their exams la. lol. i didnt knew i was important 2 dem. i was sooo touched. i was reli lucki to met people like dem.
suddenly..tym began to run again. sharmila was snappin her fingers at me. i was day dreamin. a smile was on my face da whole tym. i was blur at first. but now i realise..even doh my frens can sumtyms b a pain in da butt.. but dey care for me and i care for dem. im am veri blessed to have met dem. even if i do leave dem one day..at least i noe i didnt make a wrong decision makin frena lyk dem. :)
bLu3@nGeL singin out( happily)