well...not a long post yea? kinda off mood...fights between those two. don't wana say la. i cant believe she told him i was a backstabber? dat he can't trust me? and im a b? how could she? it hurts..knowing ppl tink dat way about me. haiz. what j say was so true..i should try and grow up..and be mature. be der...and dun be emo when the ppl arnd are...
anyways...gawd..i duno...y cant i ever gt the guy? its like..i let go of z. and abt him...its still der...i just cant stop la. and wel..the other him? lols...confusin. he seemed so nice and sweet and everythg. wen she told me she liked him...my heart literally sank. bt..i felt like im keeping stg frm her la..guilt again. and yea..i jz found out who he likes...awesomer...heart sank...so wat nw? it wen underground? lols...i cant stand it la. he came to me and said..i x refuse. gawd...its better if u dunno sumtyms. i..jz..need to cry..u noe? as for .... he reli sweet..bt i x reli x hv feelings for him. oni as a fren. still maybe im closer to him..and im losing another. gawd la..it hurts so much! damn y did i have to noe...haiz...tats all la..i cant stand it dy.
ttfn...:(
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