hahahhahah...i finally learnt how to spell dilemma properly==..so lame right? all thanks to Jeremy:D..weeee:D...ahahhahah...why am i laughin? so lame wei==...haiz..back to my reason of why im posting this post..
update baby:D...i found out more stuff which i shouldnt have found out today...yay...curiousity always kills the cat..in this case...the cat is me...my feelings? haiz. i dunno. things are so weird. after chatting i thought i would feel a sense of relief...bt i feel much worst than before. stupid me><..
i smell another fight with him...i really do. i dunno isit a tradition or just badluck...something i do..always cause us to fight. haiz. wtf man==..why does it always have to be this freakin way? why cant everything just cool down..and be alright? i just..haiz...no words to say:(
regret...do i? yea..of how early was mine. out of all the people...im the most surprise of myself? i dunno...it just happened. and well...i don't blame anyone for it though..i just feel like...it was wrong..but well...what can i do? its done. i bet i hurt alot of people...haha...im a heartbreaker aren't i? figures...:(
im having the time of the month again..and my moodswings are driving me nuts! i cant stand it..one second im happy...the next im emo..i just really...haiz..i cant blame the pms doh? maybe its just the way i am..my personality is up and down constantly? why does it have to be like that? curses==
i feel like breaking down everytime...its so shitty...like everything has to go wrong at the same time? why? why da hell must it? maybe im a tad sensitive but..really...its unfair...bt i guess its karma for my own wrong doings.. i just...really need someone that cn understand how i feel. yeeting...where are you? i need you..but i know...out of all the people..i dissapointed you the most...im so sorry:(
AAARGHHH!! PMS starting up again..im just so sorry to YOU for hurtin YOU all the time. please understand that i don't mean to..and i don't want to..but i did...so please forgive me...please...im really sorry:(...all i want is for u to smile...tc....
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